Doctor and pregnancy

RANT (MAYBE A TRIGGER)

I am getting extremely upset with my doctor, I'm 13 weeks and they haven't done any genetic testing, they only did one blood test so far seeing if I had any sexually transmitted diseases, which I didn't, I needed to test anyways it's a good thing to keep up with. Besides that, she's been making me feel like I'm on the back burner, which I feel could do with my age because I'm 16. She wasn't caring when doing the pelvic exam, I was crying and shaking, but she didn't understand, I told her before had I was raped. I need to feel comfortable with someone before they can even touch me, and I'll still freak out, but once I realized you're not going to harm me, I'm okay, but there are a few things I will always cry and panic about, like if you try to eat me out, I will cry. I need to feel as if I can trust you. She had all my files and such, she didn't read about me or do looking into my file, it says specifically I am raped. When we got ready for the ultrasound I told her specifically I didn't want the transvaginal ultrasound because it'll make me extremely uncomfortable, and she looked at me like "what the f**k" even my boyfriend agrees she hasn't been a good doctor, and when she did the ultrasound she gave up within 2 minutes we got to see the baby, but not really, she didn't put any effort in. We've seen the baby once before and the person who did was absolutely wonderful, she made she we saw the heartbeat and watch the baby move. I already have all my appointments scheduled, and I feel absolutely horrible changing all because I'll have to wait even longer. I won't even find out the gender of my baby until 20 weeks. I can't change clinics either, because my insurance will not cover it.

Rant over, please don't hate on me💔😞 I just need someone to listen to me.

Edit: thank you so much for all the love support I want excepting that, I really appreciate it. 💓😊 I am going to change doctors and make sure to do a little research before picking one for sure.