Abnormal panorama..

The nurse called me and said I need to see a specialist right away cause when they were trying to figure out the gender, it came back abnormal. She couldn’t tell me what it was, what could of caused it (don’t shoot the messenger) or if it was just a lab error and everything is fine. I don’t know how to brace myself, it feels like every phone call I get that there’s something wrong. “It turns out you have chlamydia,” “you have pre-cancerous cells in your ovaries,” “you need to see a specialist.” I’m scared. My babe is relying on the lab error and all I can do is cry. FTM and though I knew it wasn’t going to be easy, I didn’t know it’d come with all these surprises.. so another nurse is to call today no later than four in the afternoon to schedule me in tomorrow. “Call me when they call you,” said my nurse. “Call me if they somehow don’t call you so I can call them and figure out why,” said my nurse. She wanted to be alone when she called so I could ask her as many questions as i want but all I could do was cry.