Make my heart go ...

I’m sorry but I have to share... I’m 12 weeks and 1 day today and the love of my life is not with me right now..(quickly) so In 2014 he had a trail held against him in his absence ( apparently it’s normal) and was charged for driving on a suspended license, anyways .. 4 YEARS LATER... they put a warrant out in the system for his arrest to spend 20 days in a detention centre 😩😭

So these it’s already been 9 days .... hard 9 days of my life ... I love this man so much I don’t left from right or how to tie a shoe ( not literally) it’s been rough ... feeling like my partner is gone ... part of me is missing ...

Yesterday was my first OB appt and it was weird doing it alone because we were both excited to do it together ... however GOD knew I needed to be lifted and I asked if I was going to head the heart beat .. the ob stated that when it’s this early sometimes it’s harder to find but we can try.

So she’s using the Doppler and telling me that sound was me 😂z... then oh baby’s kicking us ( which was so funny because I can’t feel it but nice to know baby is moving ) and then ... there it was ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ my baby’s heart beat so strong and on rhythm my heart melted and I cried ... the ob even said “wow that’s a good heart beat”

So I had to share! As that’s what’s keeping me strong right now .. my baby’s heart beat 🥰😩 until daddy comes home

Oh this is us ..

❤️don’t be afraid to share a pic of you and your love