I’m pregnant again but I’m scared

I miscarried in August. I just confirmed with the hospital that I’m pregnant again. Normally this would be a reason to be happy or at the least hopeful. But I’m just sad 😞 and expecting this to end in tragedy too. I’m sitting at home bawling and not happy tears. I had a nice bubble around myself before the miscarriage. People have miscarriages, friends and family but not me. Now that my bubble has been burst, I can’t get out of the mindset that I’m going to keep having miscarriages.