Pergananntntnt

My best friend and I have hit all the same life milestones at the same time all our life. We've been best friends since jk

I've been TTC for about a year, she has since October

She just told me she's a couple weeks pregnant and I'm so GD excited for her!!

Beneath my excitement for her is a little bit of...I haven't pinpointed the feeling yet

I would love to have a kid at the same time she does so they can grow up together too.

I'm frustrated with my body for not.doing.the.thing.

Not really looking for advice or anything, just had to release the feels