Girlfriend or Sugar Momma 🤔

Which one are you? So my boyfriend and I have been together for awhile now. He was working for a major electrical company in the city when his father and him had a huge falling out who also works for the same company. I got a call in the middle of the night back in June to come pick him up so he could live with me. He went about a month without working so I was paying for everything. I was only making 9.75 an hour and was full time but I still had all my bills to pay as well. Then we got a break and he got a job. Lasted about two months then BOOM!! He was off the schedule and they never returned his calls. Crazy right? Well that was back in September and he still hasn’t found a job. He doesn’t have his own car and I’m still paying for everything. But the problem is he does so much for me emotionally and physically. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression with PCOS all within the same week. And he’s the only one who calms me down and gets me out of my head and reassures me that everything will be ok. I can see that it’s weighing him down not working and he can see the stress it puts on me and feels bad. I’m stuck between a rock and hard spot because I know with every fiber of my heart that he loves me. You can see it just by the way he looks at me or touches me. But I can see where he’s starting to lose himself. Talking different, attitude has changed and almost no motivation. I don’t want to give up on this bc he’s my person, that one love you get once in a lifetime but I’m running out of energy and faith.