Dear you,

I just want you to know that you really fucked me up I know you won’t see this because you are a guy. But I have to let this out. You cheated on me with so many girls. You abused me, you even blackmailed me. I hope you know that the amount of emotional damage you did to me can’t be undone. Everything I worked so hard for is gone. I’ve carried this around for three years almost and I think it’s time other people know. I thank God everyday for your uncle. Who called out and kept you from doing God knows what to me. You never force yourself in someone. Because if you I am jumpy and scared to be touched by the one i love. He can reach for me and I flinch and it’s all your fault. I wish I would have listened. I wish I would hsve stayed away. But at the same time you helped me realize that I don’t need a guy like you. I deserve better and I shouldn’t Settle for anything less than perfect for me. You may have broken me down to the point it will take forever to fix. But you made me who I am today and showed me I dont need a boy I need a MAN one who wants to love and wants a serious relationship. Not one whos just in it for the hell of it. But its time people know my story. I can give it to you guys if you want. Just let me know. It’s kind of a lot in my opinion. Ya girls a little messed up but she’s working on it.