So nervous

So I’m due feb 17th, and because of preterm labor issues our main goal right now is to just make it to 36 weeks where our hospital here can handle complications at that gestation if any were to occur. And I am becoming so nervous! It’s my third little girl so I shouldn’t be so nervous.... my oldest was my preterm baby, at 34 weeks and we both almost died during labor....luckily we are both healthy now. My youngest we almost lost multiple times during labor, luckily she’s healthy as well too..... I’m so nervous, but yet SO excited to meet little miss Ava rose❤️ third and last baby❤️❤️ can’t wait to hold her!