I just want to rest 😫😫😫

I know I know

They’re kids

They’re babies

They’re 1 & 2 .

But I can’t deal with this.

They both want my attention even while sleeping

They both need to feel me there so they can self sooth

When they finally go to sleep one wakes up after 5 mins and starts crying which wakes the other and they both crying

Ones teething

Ones in her terrible twos

I’m all alone

I feel so bad

Like I’m not a good mother

I try I try but I just can’t handle it

I just wanna cry and scream