I hate pumping

I couldn’t breast feed from the beginning for various reasons and I’ve been pumping for 3 weeks and supplementing with formula bc of low supply, but pumping is really getting to me. My breasts hurt during and just all the time. I have very large breasts to begin with and they are just huge when they are full of milk and make it so I don’t even enjoy holding my little one bc they get in the way and are painful. Plus none of my bras fit and I keep ordering the largest size and they are just uncomfortable. I really want to give my little one the best chance, but I just hate pumping and holding milk. Idk what to do.