So recently I've been feeling really tired and I barely leave my room ever...

I'm a year clean from cutting but sometimes I still get the urge...

I have 8 friends... All of them are depressed ans I know of 4 that have tried to kill themselves...

Im always wearing black and my boyfriend is starting to forbid me from seeing my friends due to this...

I nearly killed myself then he found me and saved me.. I owe him my life..

I really don't know what to do with my life... Please any tips?