Anyone else just feel like bitching? Join me

I may lose my freaking mind before the new years... DH is completely ok with driving 3 hours to see another reproductive specialist...which we have to pay $450 for the consultation because insurance doesn't cover crap for fertility....but wont drive 30 min away and get his freaking SA done because he's nervous about the results being something wrong with him....but sure let's stick another rod up my foofa and draw a few hundred dollars more worth of labs and go back on meds that made me feel like my uterus was trying to kill me...

Couldn't pay him to have sex with me during peak fertility because he was too tired on his weekend off and half day on Friday because he did the laundry and was just too tired...so now when my period shows up around new years I get to explain for the 8 billionth time that we need to have sex during when I'm fertile....

All the while getting crap from everyone about still no baby 3 years into this but being told not to be so emotional when everyone throws their kids my way so we can "practice"

Also its Christmas which my inlaws treat me like a damn leper....

I know this is whiny and just a vent but seriously needed to get it out... before I did what I want to do and have a very boozy Christmas in a hotel far away from everyone...so unload your woes....make me feel better