Gender Disappointment

Found out last night we are expecting our second baby boy. This will most likely be our last baby, and I have wanted a girl since before my first baby was born. I can’t help but feel heartbroken. Not solely because I am going to have two boys, but that I also feel such disappointment. (I am SO lucky to be pregnant.) I have been crying on and off since last night, and just want to feel happy. Doesn’t help that my morning sickness is still going strong, and I am beyond exhausted.

We plan to tell our families that we are pregnant over the holidays, so maybe that will make me feel better.

Rant over. Thanks for reading. xo