Boyfriend-Suicide

Hi ladies me and my bf have been together for 2 year on and off, and recently I just don’t want to be with him anymore, just realizing everything he put me through this isn’t the relationship I want to be in forever. He’s made this relationship so hard and I finally give up, he verbally abuses me and sometimes physically. He hasn’t physically for about a month now but I want outs

I tried ending things with him on the phone because I’m very unhappy, the trust is gone and I just give up. He threatened he was going to commit suicide, he was telling me to FaceTime him so he can “show me” he’s not playing games. He was telling me he’s so jealous he’d rather end his life then to see me with someone else. I feel so hopeless, I don’t know what to do. This is the 2nd bf who threatens me with this, I left my ex when he actually cheated on me.

I keep trying to tell my current bf I’m just not happy and I’m sorry he just wrote to me right now saying

“I hope when I die you’re able to live with this”

He’s going to end his life.

Ladies why do I have to be with someone I’m not happy with???

Do I believe him- yes. He’s crazy, when he gets in that mindset there’s no telling what he’s capable of, I get scared of him when he gets to that point

I don’t know what to do besides staying in a relationship I’m not happy in

Help