Every year around this time it’s the same thing 🤷🏼‍♀️

So Christmas is right around the corner and like all of the 7 years I’ve been with my husband my step son comes to spend Christmas with us. The thing is my husband oddly changes in the way he treats me around this time, he is very rude to me in front of his son and I try my best to not let it get the best of me and fight during Christmas but it’s like (he wants to fight) it’s like this (every year) he acts this way to me, harsh, very rude, right in front of his son (it hurts) and when I finally break down and explode it’s either him telling me to carry my ass or I just go and stay with my mother, I leave my own house for Christmas 😥 He doesn’t treat me like this when his son isn’t here so why does he do me like this? When I even try to do anything with my step son like spend any time with him he acts moody and starts drama like wth? His son is 16 and I’ve already had such a hard time bonding with him because of how his mom has acted towards us. I’ve forgiven so much like my pillow my aunt had made for me (very sentimental) she passed away from cancer in 2012. My step son cut it and ripped it open with a kitchen knife 😭 I cried for days and when I talked to my husband about it he called me a liar and screamed in my face. After I had received a dozen roses from my husband one day we both caught my step son pouring bleach on them and my husband never even said a word...I just threw them away. I feel as if every Christmas is always toxic and nothing but drama. I’m so tired of staying in my room all the time just to avoid his drama and hatefulness towards me...I just don’t understand why.