39+3. Feeling discouraged

Kinda just venting ...

Appt today I was only a tight 1 cm & 50% effaced

Baby is at -1 station

She did a sweep, got some blood which is a good sign but obviously its still unlikely to be very effective

I just want to meet this little girl & I feel like my body is hardly doing its job to prepare to get her out anytime soon. I’m really hoping to avoid an induction but my body is just progressing so slowly that I fear it’s going to lead to that anyways 😩😭