Well. I don't know what to do

So. Boyfriend and I have been trying to conceive for the past 2.5 years. February of 2018 I had a miscarriage, but that didn't stop us from trying.

Well. Fast forward to today, he asked me if I still wanted to keep trying. I was a little surprised. Anyway. Bottom line is, he said he wants to stop trying for a while until we buy our 3rd car (Second car is un repairable. So we need a new second car)

I told him we can still use condoms, and he said he rather stay away from 'Dancing' all together.

That made me upset. I bought my first ever opk this month, and well. Idk. I just feel crushed. I get what he means by better prepare ourselves which is getting me a car and what not. but that just crushed me. I feel confused and just. I'm out of words. My mind is all over the place.

I just wanted to let this out.