Miscarriage symptoms not letting up

I miscarried nearly a week ago, I was at 9w3d but the baby grew only to 9w1d.

I initially had a heap of bleeding and pain, then it gradually wore off. Since yesterday I’ve been getting more bleeding and cramping again. I’m still struggling to mentally deal with it and the additional bleeding and cramps make it so much harder.

I don’t have any friends I can talk to about the physical or emotional problems associated, only my partner, and he always just says ‘I don’t know how to help you.’

I’m not sure what I even want to do anymore. I’ve just been in bed and I’ve lost all my motivation. I put off studying next year because of my pregnancy, but since miscarrying it is too late for applications now.

I weaned off my antidepressants in the time of my pregnancy because the hormones made me feel so, so happy all the time. But now I’m weaning back on, I’m at a lower dose than pre-pregnancy which makes it so much harder to deal with everything.