sex??

okay so is it weird that I can only “orgasm” by my clit? vaginal penetration just isnt enough for me and even when I ‘ orgasm’ it doesn’t feel like like every says ( Ecstasy, you know when u know etc) BUT I LITERALLY DONT KNOW??? All i know is it feels good but it isnt like how everyone explains it. Idk if this makes sense but It feels like its on the surface more than actually inside my body. I wanna experience the leg shaking :((((