Boyfriend got cold feet. 🤔

Lately my boyfriend and I have been going back and forth about sex. He is always ready for sex, and I have a lower sex drive since being on birth control. He wants to get me off also when we have sex. He hasn’t done so yet, so it’s been a challenge when I don’t even feel like having sex first of all, but then when we do, he tries to get me off and it makes me uncomfortable because he can’t. I’m open to having toys in bed, and when we went to Spencer’s tonight, I thought we could get something to help benefit my experience in bed. NOPE, he wanted to get the hell out and just go home. He says that having any assistance in getting me off makes him feel un-masculine. What am I suppose to do? 😩