I don’t know

So sometimes I feel like I’m a no good in life and I just feel worthless. i feel like I’m going nowhere in life and that’s I’m just gonna end up living paycheck to paycheck, barely making ends meet. I recently moved to my moms from my dads because his wife basically mentally abused me. They said and did a lot of hurtful things and played game on me. Now I have a boyfriend and I try to talk to him but he just doesn’t talk back to me. Then I ask h how he feels and he says he does t talk about because it makes him seem weak. Me personally I think it makes a guy seem strong to open up like that. He also thinks I’m depressed. I just want him to talk to me. He doesn’t understand that that’s all I need from him.