2018 what do I do

This year has b en the worst I haven’t felt this alone and depressed ever here’s a little back story leading up to the break up of a relationship I thought was going to last so January my mom was in the hospital February she passed away March my apartment burned down I end up moving but had nothing do to the fire and I lost my job April was ok fast forward to aug the start a new job September found out I was pregnant now this pregnancy was planned the child’s father didn’t seem happy even though this was his idea I’ve dealt with it I didn’t say anything Meanwhile I’m working full-time I only get maybe one day a week and every other weekend off on top of that also have a three-year-old that I have to take care of in a household and bills he gave me $200 every two weeks out of his check and we thought that was enough to help me pay bills he complained that I worked to much and didn’t have time for him I took the time out to plan dates he never did all he was interested in was playing the game and having sex I felt alone even though I had someone else besides my daughter with me every time I’ll try to tell him how I felt he point the finger and simply didn’t care even now so I kicked him his been 3 months and I don’t know what to do I don’t to be a single with two kids trying to date but idk because this time I will truly be by myself when I had my daughter I had my mother for support and now she gone and so is he I have no body and I can’t tLk to anyone because they’ll say oh it’s just because your pregnant and that not true yes I’m emotional but I’m also angry no one understand anything and I don’t know what to do