Missing my ex
So I broke up with my boyfriend and I am missing him and the companionship so much!! We had all of these plans of moving in together, painting the house and fixing up the master bedroom for us. But I decided to end things with him because even tho we had all of these plans we are in two very different places in our lives.
He is 15 years older than me and has a 5 year old daughter, he is so kind and loving and I hate myself for leaving him and his daughter even though I know it was the right decision. A very difficult decision but the right one.
I just miss him so much and I think about him all the time. I am all alone in this too. I have no one to talk to or vent to because all of my friends and my support system has been burnt out. I even just had a friend tell me my life is a shit hole and I wont amount to anything.
Being alone is so difficult right now and all I want to do is go running back to my ex and tell him I'm sorry and want him back.