My 5 year boyfriend has issues he doesn’t really like talking about (but I pick up what they are fast), my parents are verbally and physically abusive towards each other when they’re drunk, my brother is turning into an alcoholic just like them, and I’m stuck in the house while waiting until 2019 to move in with said 5 year boyfriend FINALLY (and hopefully), while at the same time feeling horribly depressed and crying because my life right now is so lost, confusing, numb, and stressful. I guess I’m going out of 2018 with a bang. Please hope me and my bf get to hang out Monday, I really want my New Years kiss...