Feeling down 😭

Almost a month ago, my now ex-fiancé split up with me because he doesn’t love me anymore.

We’ve got a son together, and in the next 7 weeks, we will welcome our daughter into the world.

We had just signed a new lease when he told me about his feelings, so we are unable to get out of our lease without coughing up quite a couple hundred, if not thousand for repairs on the place as well, which neither of us can afford as of right now. So, we’re stuck living together, but in separate rooms.

It’s nights like this that are really hard for me. All I want right now is to go in and cuddle with him. My feelings are still very much there. I just wish that this was all a dream, and that I’d wake up soon! 😭