How do you accept the fact that it may never happen for you??

Jenna • First time mama to be!! Due 9-20-19 🙏🏼♥️

How do you accept the fact that you may never get pregnant? You may never be a mom? You’re going to have to go to countless baby showers and fake a smile, watch all your friends have babies, walk fast past the baby section in target. Am I going to cry everyday of my life? Will I ever be happy or accept my life as it is? I’m really struggling with all of these thoughts and feelings. I just want a baby so bad and it’s not happening. I know I’m not the only one but everyday is an exhausting struggle.