I don't deserve this..

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I haven't been feeling well. I am on a lot of medication since my kidney transplant. I have gained 10 lbs in the past 3 weeks, and sometime my face and neck swell. I'm actually allergic to the transplant med they switched me to. To try and concieve so I take allergy meds on top. So I felt off today really tired etc so I texted him. I don't deserve him. Hes been through hell with me. And hes still here. I love him so much.