Happg Birthday to My Angel Baby❄️👼🏼 I love you sweet boy. My boy

Today was the damn day I lost you from a staff. The day I cried and screamed... Well Kane you’re one. My big boy Sharkie. I love you so much my spoiled little angel. I’m lucky I have an angel looking over me at all times. I’m not the mother I wanted to be... but I have to accept the fact that I am still a mother and that I’m a mother to a beautiful baby boy that’s playing in gods garden and blowing out candles in heaven. This kills me I can’t write anymore without my hands shaking. I love you my big boy,sweet boy... my boy.

Some of the pictures I posted like my knuckles are from punching the radio... from how hard and bad I grieved... my stomach with the hips popping out is when I was down to 97 pounds of nothing as I was fading away and slowly killing myself... I gained so much strength and have support that I couldn’t ask for anyone better then my mother and father... I’m blessed for where I am today even though I still cry getting out of bed but I’m still moving and I’m not where I was. That’s all my son. All my motivation is from my son.