Another month down

Well...af came today..rephrase, the start did started spotting a little brown/tan. 🤷🏽‍♀️ to all my hopes and dreams. I guess highlight is that I get to eat sushi for my birthday that’s approaching (01/22) yay! 26! Would be awesome to be pregnant for my 26th bday. 2 months down and one more to go to try on our own before we do the clomid consult. (Ordered by my OB and yes I am PCOS) I guess that’s one highlight but now this just means more and more constant doctor appointment. Wish me luck. I pray my anxiety does take over and make it worse and harder on me trying to conceive. I try to keep a positive energy but sometimes it’s just hard.

Let me ask you ladies who are struggling with the whole PCOS...been trying for years and has never been pregnant..and who deals with real like anxiety! How would you respond if your sister in law gloats to you “I feel so cursed bc I constantly keep getting pregnant” and she has 2 kids already and had 3 abortions....would you feel so disrespected bc that’s something you just shouldn’t say to someone who is in an anovulatory state?

If your a believer I protecting ones energy...what would you do?