PLEASE DON’T JUDGE.

I’ve been feeling this pain on my hip-leg joint, is at a really specific spot and radiates to my knee sometimes. Went to urgent care after 3 weeks of not being able to put any weight on my right leg. The doctor ordered an x ray after performing several tests, they think I could have Avascular Necrosis and the earlier the treatment starts the better the outcomes are.

Well... I went to the hospital and the radiology lady had to read all the possible side effects the radiation could cause to my baby and I got super afraid, cried and didn’t want to do it.

My husband and I spent a couple hours talking about this and researching, and since I’m so far along and the hospital has really good technology it wouldn’t be as bad. But... I still cried when I was able to saw my baby’s spine and skull in my pelvis on the x ray picture.

My heart hurts way more than my leg now and I just want to forget that today existed.

It’s SO hard to make a decision when it doesn’t affect only you.