My due date would have been 2 days from now..

My pregnancy ended up in a miscarriage last year and January 10th would have been my due date. I had my time to grieve and soon later learned to deal with it. Now that I am so close to when my due date should have been I’m having a hard time coping with it all. My therapist that I was seeing at the time of the loss medically retired a few months ago so I haven’t been able to talk to someone since. My husband, who would have been the father, and I are having problems right now so I can’t really talk to him about it. I have no one and I don’t know what to do or how to cope. 😔