Need prayers TTC after 2 consecutive miscarriage

Just needing someone to talk to. My husband and I are trying for our 🌈 after our second consecutive miscarriage in October. I am 11dpo and even though I wanted to try waiting until AF was due (Sunday) I tested today and of course it was a BFN 😭😭

Yesterday (9dpo) after wiping, I saw brown blood. It was only a very little amount, not even enough to get on my panties and it was gone later that day, so I don’t think it was my period, but I’m still nervous I’m out this month 😭😭😭 Any thoughts. My emotions are all over the place recently which is totally me before AF comes. I need help 😩