Scared to miscarry😰😖

Does anyone else have extremely bad anxiety about miscarrying😔 I am 20+5 and I am sooo nervous!! I have had 2 previous miscarriages, they ended at week 8 and week 10 so it makes me feel a bit better that this is the furtherest I have carried.. whenever anyone asks me if I am excited I constantly just feel sick with worry it is as if I can’t be excited.. I am constantly at the hospital to be checked over with pains and things I know are fine I just need to reassure myself! I am constantly booking private scans to make sure he is ok.. 😖😖 is anyone atal this nervous or have this kind of anxiety ???