emotional support

i’m having a hard time.. just finding out i’m pregnant has been a blessing and i couldn’t be happier.. i’m currently in the military, as well as my husband but we are seperated, me being stationed in Virginia and he is in Texas.. my husband is deploying in about 24 days and i am heartbroken for not only me but him. he’s missing the entire pregnancy, gender reveal, doctors appointments, the birth of our first child.. it’s been a lot to process and i don’t want to stress out my body but i need to vent and it’s been hard. i pray for positivity and a healthy pregnancy ahead.. thanks for my rant if anyone decides to read it.