I feel like AF is taunting me

So in the 2WW I start off strong. I got this.. I’m not going to test until I’m late. By the second week I’m getting sore breast, cramps, fatigue... all the symptoms that can mean ur pregnant BUT also the same symptoms that AF is coming... I feel like AF is looking down on me.. like those horror movies where the monster can see everything u do... or like Freddie and how he can mess with u in ur dreams... yeah like freddie and AF is showing up taunting me.. “oh u can be pregnant but maybe not. Test! “ then I decided to test a day before AF is suppose to show and get a bfn and Af just laughs her evil laugh.. saying I maybe coming for u or maybe I’m not, watch out for my bloody mess... ( a little dramatic lol) ughhh I’m at a point where I want a bfp or for af to show her face now 😭🤦‍♀️