Lost In space

I really don’t know what to say...I just have such a urge to be heard and understood. I am so lonely and yet there are plenty of ppl who would call themselves my friends. I can’t trust anybody with my feelings and thoughts bc everybody either gives half assed or generic advice or just plain old don’t gaf or pretends to and noticeably is not listening. And I’m not one to waste my breath or emotions...my sanity is crashing around me