Hello,

So I am entering my 9 weeks of being pregnant. I went and found out I was 8 weeks and six days pregnant yesterday, 01/17/19.. with me being in school (second yr in college ) I know i am not ready for a baby. Also, i was raped and i am still healing from that. My boyfriend is very supportive of whatever I wanted to do. I’ve decided to have my abortion and I’m having it this upcoming Monday. I have been slightly emotional about it, but I just know it’s best for me. Does anyone have any good ways to stay distracted and not think about the baby? I’m praying all goes well and I heal fine. Also, having my boyfriend is a huge help. But for those who have had their abortions, please tell me it’s going to get better as time goes by. Pray for me please. 💔

UPDATE—

so, I had the abortion today. Did very well with it. Love that my boyfriend has been through my side with everyone. I can tell it also has an affect on him, but we’re definitely going to get through this together. It hurts, but I had to do what was best for me, my bf & the baby. Can’t say I won’t miss the little feelings of being pregnant🥺

Also, if you’d like to speak, comment! I’d be more than happy to message you about my experience and some personal questions you may have.