I’m just so tired of it all

Second trimester I still can’t enjoy my pregnancy ! I always feel miserable , pain everywhere I just wanna lay down all day , feel sick after eating but I just always be hungry ! I can’t even focus on movies or read a book it’s ridiculous I don’t know what to do anymore I just can’t wait until the end I hope I have babies early !!! ( I’m only 15+3 ) 2 babies at 1 time is so miserable it’s only gonna get worser !!! Ima ask doctor do she think I can have babies early ☹️☹️