My first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage over 5 years ago. It took us another 2 years to conceive our son who will be 4 in May. Had some spotting during the pregtand was scared all the time of losing him. When he was born I just cried saying he is really here. We stopped birth control back in August and just started seeing what would happen. I am almost afraid to really want to try and get pregnant bc I know how hard and bumpy the road can be. I keep just telling myself to not really think about it. My last cycle I thought I might actually be pregnant but then started my period. It was a lot heavier than I am used to so not sure what that means. Going to try and really tract fertile days this month and see what happens. We would like to have our second child relatively soon so our children are not too far apart. Any pointers/tips are appreciative.