I just can’t do this anymore. My heart aches. My stomach turns. The tears. One day I’m positive the next day I am completely hopeless. I’m tired and drained. Why can’t my body do what it was created to do make life. What’s my purpose in life if I can’t have a child a family? I’m so lost. I’m sick of this app- I’m sick of Facebook and instagram- so many pregnancy announcements and baby pics. I’m sick of my friends telling me its okay- you’re going to the doctor you will get answers while they have their families to go home too. I’m sick of my husband not wanting to talk about it anymore because what is it going to change nothing. I’m so so tired and defeated. I’m done. Just done.