Sometimes I get so sad that I can't snap out of it. My whole body goes numb , my heart increases and it feel likes I'm under water. Depression is like a monologue under water. Everything hurts physically and mentally when I feel like this , I can go literally days with out eating or talking to anyone and that’s how I feel right now. You know that feeling when you go swimming and water gets stuck in your ears but you know sooner or later it’s gonna come out. Well that’s kinda how I feel right now , I feel like I been walking around with water in my ears that won’t come out and everything is off because of it. Like I wake up and there’s the water in my ears, and the world is just spinning really fast but that’s the thing I can’t make it stop and the effect of that is me being numb to the point where I don’t know what’s going on because everything is just happening to fast but so slow. And when it finally slows down , its like everything is back to normal but then it starts all over again and never stops.