I’m now 33 weeks pregnant and my husband went to ski with his old friends as he always does for the last several years. This year was not an exception for him. I felt a bit sour as we haven’t spent that much time together lately and we haven’t traveled just two of us for long time.

I tried to organize any trip over Christmas and new year but it was all expensive and we ended up staying at home.

As my pregnancy goes by, I feel a bit lonely and we are distanced, without that much cuddles or intimacy, when phones are more important in the evening before going to bed.

So, the week that he went to ski was kinda the only last week that I could travel. And I feel bad that we didn’t use that opportunity to book something together and to go somewhere warmer, enjoy ourselves and just be alone. He didn’t even try despite that I kept talking about my wish since the beginning of December. And I understand that after the baby comes, it will be a dream for a while.

I also went on a short trip with my parents just to take my mind off and he even paid for some of it for me, but it just wasn’t the same.

Don’t know how to deal with my frustration as he keeps sending me photos from his ski trip and i even don’t want to talk to him. But I also don’t want to sound like a bitch at this point.