I don’t have any friends.

So I started high school August of 2018, still a freshman. I have heard and seen so many stories of people making the best friends in high school and I’m so confused. Is it me? All my friends- yes they’ve been good while they lasted but I don’t know- something always happens and a lot of the time I don’t know what it is. EVERYONE has a best friend. EVERYONE has a group. I am an outcast. Yes, I have friends. I actually know a lot of people. But I want a best friend. I want to have some one to trust, someone to talk to. But everyone has someone. I don’t like being alone anymore and especially at emotional times like this I need someone. I hope the next three years aren’t like this. Guess that’s all I have to say. Until next time.