The fear if Pregnancy and Parenthood

Ely • Queer. Genderfluid. Polyamorous. ♥️3-3-19♥️ 😁🏳️‍🌈 closeted. Very Dom. Pagan. Questions?

When I have my baby... It's not if anymore, it's when... I am so so so scared I will turn out to be just like the woman who gave birth to me. She blamed all her children for how her body looked, how we gave her stretch marks. I don't ever want to do that too my baby! I don't want to be cold, heartless, and exploit my baby for attention.