Some tea about my parents divorce part 4

I start to shake my hands are just a literal speaker of high just figiting non stop. My heart slowly drops as I realize what Ive actually gotten into. It was harsh and it hurt. My friend who I thought was always gonna be there for me just did not care to listen to my big problem so instead I listened to her rants about people. End of story she was super fake and I ended the friendship completely no repairs anymore im over that. But no one really helped us and I went through quite a mental break down. And it was just a really hard time so we moved into my aunts house for about a month to re group on everything.