craving Pregnancy

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost officially 8 months, and I can’t stop thinking about having a baby, I know he doesn’t want to right now since we don’t have room for a baby, he already has a kid which I love more than anything but lately I can’t stop thinking about being pregnant, I have dreams all the time about me being pregnant and it always gets me so excited, I’m still on birth control till March but I don’t know what to do after that, I don’t want to get back on it and I know we probably shouldn’t have a kid yet but it just makes me so happy and gets me so excited.. I don’t know what to do, does anyone have any advice ? #babyfever