My life is crashing down. I’m losing everyone and I’m losing faith..

I just want to die. The guy I loved and thought was the one for me left me. The sad thing is that we didn’t even say goodbyes. I held his hand trying to tell him it was going to be okay.. he drove me home without saying a word. My mom is calling me a whore because I don’t want to be with the guy she wants for me. I have no friends. No one to confide in. He was my best friend. And now I’ve lost that too. My entire future was planned out with him, now idk what I’m going to do. I feel lost and just wandering with no path. Everything is going wrong right now.. I can’t take this pain. I physically feel my heart breaking & I’m tired of crying. I’ll get in the car and break down. When I’m alone at work I’ll start crying. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before..