Dear anonymous

Why can’t I get him off my mind? Why can’t I get over him? He was never officially mine but the heartbreak of losing him is unreal. Why did I have to fall for him? Why is he on my mind 24/7? Why when I look at him, I realize it’s never gonna happen? Why do I smile when I hear his name? Why can he talk to other girls but not me? Why when I talk to other boys, he doesn’t escape my mind? Why do I always get so attached? Why does he flirt with me, but then say “no I don’t like you”? Why couldn’t it be me in his arms? How did we get so close, and now so far? Why do the best ones always leave? Why did I love him before I even had him? Why is everything always so complicated? Why didn’t he want me back? 😓