I just need advice/ venting/ I don't even know what to categorize this in

The last 3 years have been hard for me. From losing both of my grandfather's 6 months apart, to my family jumping and moving, to my sexual assault case being pushed back on his side. One thing has been bothering me more than anything, missing out on teenage experiences. I'm missing out on so much. I'd love to be in class, I'm missing out on prom, pep rallies, just so much but I had to get my GED. I'd love to be on campus for college but I d ok not think that'll even work and I'm just worrying about so much