Hi my name is Midori I, unique I know, so let me just say one thing. I've DEFINITELY had my fair share of boyfriends in my life. Some I regret, some I don't. What matters is they all taught me a valuable lesson in my life. Let me tell you about my recent discovery....

I'm now 11 days single and most days are harder than others. Night's are the worst. He was an amazing guy eight years older than me(im 20 btw) nerdy , but like the very cute nerdy guy, great personality, great in bed. Only thing was is he wasn't getting emotionally involved. Ladies I couldn't even hug him or kiss him or call him babe.. "because it was too stressful" ...yes I made my fair share of mistakes and we talked like adults and worked most of it out. I gave him not once, not twice..but THREE chances to prove to me he was going to be better. Long story short it was all the same distant cold emotionally detached shit it always was.. so YA GURL CALLED IT OFF.

Let me tell you, I've never felt so relaxed so free and so happy in my life, yes I wasted THREE MONTHS on a guy who just simply wasn't giving me what I wanted but he taught me to be stronger , to stick up for myself, he taught me to trust again, and one thing he taught me was that I am NEVER changing myself for another guy again.

I live being called babe or calling my SO babe I love being needy I love being around them all the time and no way in HELL am I gonna change that part of myself. So to my Dear ex , thank you for all the memories. Thank you for all the lessons, but most importantly thank you for showing me how it feels to be free again.